.My.Guys.

Finally, my love life is getting too complicating for me to keep straight in my mind. I've decided to write them all down and re-explain each one to myself.

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Nathan is the really cute, sweet, and mysterious co-worker of mine. I cant help but feel attracted to him. Who wouldn't like a partner in the work place? He has the potential to be amazing if I scrounge up the courage for the first move. There'sonly one problem though...he goes to a completely different school than I do that's about 25 miles away AND...he's quitting in five days. Will I ever see him again? Maybe fate will bring us together once more.

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Eric-The man I met at a First-Day-of-Summer Party. We barely talked at all and I didn't think I would ever see him again. That was until I got a phone call from him one night. At the time we could only be friends because I had a boyfriend. Since then we have spent every moment of summer together. He's amazing. He surprised me at work with flowers(twice), takes me out on dates, bought me a locket, tells me he loves me, and even tattooed my name on his arm. I know that I am truley in love with him but we're just seeing each-other right now. I dont know if it will build into more, or if it will be just a summer romance. My mom's side of my brain wonders if i'm missing out on something by being with him, but the other side of me wants to stay because I love him.

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Brad-My first kiss and my childhood best-friend. He's grown from little Bradley from down the street to a handsome, caring, and honest man. He and I have had feelings for eachother for a long time, but we never seem to want what the other one wants. If I have a boyfriend he wants me and vise-versa. If ever I get into a relationship with him, If we break-up will I lose my longest, most treasured friend?

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Nick-My long-distance romance. I had met him online last year right before my birthday. We talked every night last summer, but the night before school started he told me loved me and never called again. Fast forward to the present day, Nick and I started e-mailing again and we got back in touch. We talk once again all the time, but less than last summer. We have never met in person but he only lives six hours away. He wants me to finally meet him because someday he wants to marry me. He promises he'll never stop calling no matter what, but I think...If he could easily stop back then, whats stopping him from doing it again? He's asking for a lot of commitment that i'm not sure if i'm ready to endure. I have feelings for him. We have so much in common and click so well, but does he really want me or a relationship so he wont be alone?

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Trent-Last but not least. He and I are friends. We party together and care about eachother. I can talk to him about anything and be myself, not put on a show to impress anyone. He fits the idea of my perfect man in my dreams. He's rugged, tough, helpful, good with his hands, he's smart, and has values and goals. He opens up to me and isnt afraid of being Mr. ToughGuy around me. I see his rough and soft sides. We have slept together twice but it never gets talked about. None of our friends know about it, but I know that he cares about me as much as I do him. In a way I would like a relationship with him. He would make any girl very happy. Could I be that lucky girl? Or should I hide my emotions for him and keep living quietley in Dreamland?